no body but yourself

All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and… Continue reading →

a more diverse inspiration

they asked me, “where’re you now?”. then I answered, now I’m still in one place. then, one by one they told me about several different places they had ever attended. about places in… Continue reading →

darimu (2)

pada malam: malam ini tak seperti biasanya. tumben, seperti lima tahun lalu.aku ingin teriak seteriaknya di pantai itu. karena tiba-tiba dalam riuh di kotamu ini aku ditikam sunyi yang paling dalam. kapan semesta… Continue reading →

just do something

any change, any loss, does not make us victims. others can shake you, surprise you, disappoint you, but they can’t prevent you from acting, from taking the situation you’re presented with and moving… Continue reading →

‘jawab’ sebelum ‘tanya’

aku yakin, suatu saat akan ada sosok yang mempertanyakan ‘ingin-ingin’-ku yang berhasil kulontarkan. tentang banyak hal, kawan. tentang aku yang ingin menyelesaikan sebuah buku. tentang aku yang ingin tenang bersama seseorang dan selamanya.… Continue reading →

greatest paints, greatest strengths

life is very interesting. . . and in the end, some of your greatest pains, become your greatest strengths. -Drew Barrymore

let it be that way

“Do me a favor… Stand up, walk to wherever the nearest window is, and just look outside. You may not know this, but there’s an entire planets-worth of summers, friends, sunsets, street lamps,… Continue reading →

find ways

I’ve long wanted to tell you about many things missed. but I always stutter where to start. consequently there is no single word that I had written. I wanted to scream because I… Continue reading →

wait me

many things I want to tell you, after all this time I let this room be empty. but wait a minute, I’ll be back with my new experiences. just wait. *Photography by Randy… Continue reading →

give up

I finally realized, and gave up only for one blog. Yes, I was just able to one blog. So I started moving my blog writings of others into my wordpress blog.